Amul / Gcmmf — Inhuman anarchy

I am into Scooping parlour in padrauna a city in uttarpradesh which falls under gorakhpur zone.
Sir in this 8 months of work we had orders worth 32lacks by adding into cart but were able to get around 7 only.
Because of minimum steps from BM sir and other product related officers we had fight with local distributors.
One of the fresh and icecream distributor not only filled fake application upon me stopped delivery of product.we travelled 70kilometers to buy products for our store.
After which he personally called every distributor of my zone to not let se buy anything.
We had total 45 carat of milk with 12 days of our work that too 660, 670, 680(rates)which was 20 carat since last 4 years under last distributor so the old distributor took it personally and took such steps till this day we just watch milk trucks crossing our shop everyday but cant avail a single carat of milk.
In recent the ice distributor also was not getting orders so he joined creambell for icecream by side.
And even sold creambell icecream in amul cart.we already were daily thrashed by our regular coustumer moreover it was my only dream to work my all best for a company i had my life and investment on stake after lockdown.
We too brought 50k icecream by cream bell for time being but the officer of our zone for ice cream on his second visit in this last 8th month started saying we are going to close your APO with his miracle punch "tum to gaye".
I am calling BM sir but he too is saying let the distributor do what he feels you are at no position to do anything in such way.
This was the same guy who was too silent once the same distributor not only stopped delivering me but ordered every one in zone not to get me a single product ever.
For the shake of scooping we dont get much more then of 40thousand bill of icecream in month.
We dont get single carat of milk since last 3 months the wedding season is gone.Our investment has failed sir.
I am not able to live up with such failure.
Just because i am an APO my demands needs are on very least and every single norms follows for us only. If its distributor its all fine but us.
Sir my family and me wont be able to take this sir i am the only working in my family and running my scooping parlour 20 hours in all 7 days of week.
Sir BM sir is clearly asking me written resgination.
I will suicide the next day i pen it out to them.
Please help me i am trying to reach by every mean i am working with amul for not just brand name but for morale cause too.
Please look into my case and resolve it as m loosing hope, status and my breath too this is killing me everyday.

Ranjan mishra
BSN AMULICIOUS
PADRAUNA-KUSHINAGAR
UTTAR PRADESH
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