Central Board Of Secondary Education [CBSE] — Unethical and disturbing behaviour

To start off with, I'm a student of class 11th who switched schools. My scores dropped from 94% class 10th to around 40% in 11th, I can say for a fact it's not all my fault. The new school, which is really bad, the whole virus thing, the massive amount of stress from school, the expectations. I can only say that this is killing me. I'm not over talking stuff, this is literally killing me. I went from a happy kid who enjoyed studying science and learning, trying my best to a depressed, pathetic kid literally on the verge of suicidal thoughts, I'm smart I won't suicide. But there's something really wrong if school is making a kid feel ripped apart from inside and making me literally think of dark thoughts. It would've been much better if the school was understanding of what is going on and that students cannot do the same in a pandemic. What makes it worse is the school will be taking tests offline, I can for a fact tell we are not ready for pen on paper physical test. We aren't even ready to give tests for more than 40% of the syllabus. And the standard of paper school is making?! It's like they know we're getting depressed and they want to make it worse. My chemistry teacher for 3 months only did like 2 question per class, didn't teach anything, only screen shared a PDF and asked kids to note it down. Literally nothing else. How the hell do they expect us to get all of that stuff? Please, please I beg you to somehow make it better for us, I've seen kids suicide because if this, a guy from my old school jumped out of the top floor window because of this pressure. Please understand we're humans too and can't do anything like this. Please.