Godaddy India — suspended domain

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Had a domain officesetup-com.com with godaddy which i had purchased with them till 2020, plus hosting. Now they have suspended my domain without any prior notice. The reason they give is spam which i'm sure there wasn't any in it. I wasn't notified before and as per them i cant get it back now or transfer it. Plus haven't got any response on mail. I emailed at their abuse department got no response at all. Called them multiple times and now finally i got an answer on call with them and they're saying the domain will remain suspended. I have already made the payment to them till 2020 it's supposed to be my domain and i was supposed to be notified. I have spent tens of thousands on that domain to get it ranked in seo. Who's gonna pay for that. I currently am in a pretty bad situation. If it's not resolved i might as well commit suicide because i can't bear the expenses i had on it.