PGVCL — Theft of pgvcl meter

I am living at bhavnagar, my son was in habit of drinking liquor, so i left my house, my son sold all the household things, and in a mishap died few months ago, after his demise i visited the house but all electrical apparatus including meter was not found. I talked with pgvcl staff, who are blaming all o[censored]s. I promised to pay all penalties and charges and also told them not to refund my deposit. But they are not hearing anything from me... What i am to do for cancelation of old connection, or for granting me new connection.